Our Love Story Starts....

so bored!

2009-02-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

so bored lazy to blog oso nothing to talk much oso. but i getting more and more headache hai! wat the hell has happen to mi sia i dono wat i really wan in my life, sometimes happy sometimes sad, sometimes farking piss off. hai life really turn mi upside dwn, i keep asking myself am i doing my part but i guess not getting worse. hai going to wake myself up soon. hai life really sux! these few days i just like having nightmares dono wat the hell! maybe i should go some place to relax myself.

EVERYTHINGS IS GONE NOW!

2009-01-02T13:38:00.000-08:00

nothing to say now 2 years 10 months relationships is just gone like tat. hai i got a nice song is just for myself. life sux with all kind of ppl who say my back remember who u are don let me caught who are you.

song by:Rascal Flats "What Hurts The Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over [ Rascal Flatts Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do Not seeing that loving you That’s what I was trying to do

LOL! going 3 years!

2008-12-26T12:23:00.000-08:00

wow time past so fast.............................woooO! hai but i still the sian but still very happy. because we have just pass our record LOL! 2 years 9 month liao. so long sia. but our love still very strong hope there will not be anything happen.! CHOW!

UPDATES!

2008-12-01T12:13:00.001-08:00

haha wat the hell! just got some time for my blog now LOL! just came back from zouk . kinda boring la. but see nick and alfred SO HAPPENING sia LOL! haha really enjoy today. haha going to upload my new bike photo and some rounding. haha CHOWZ!!

sad accidents =(

2008-09-22T15:45:00.000-07:00

got into accident again! but this time more worse. my bike really gone hai. so sad =(
baby sorry about the accident that i make but is the farkin cab lo. hai say liao oso heart pain
now sian. baby just go to bedok hq get back the bike and been tow to ah hua's bike friends shop
hai now finding money to do my bike back hai. my 2nd bini sia! WTF~!got some pic about my hand like pig hand sia. will put in blog let u all see haha

to bini aku,
sayang i miss you alot sia LOL!happy anniverasy 2 years 7 months liao so fast man.
but i still believe u still love mi as i do oso right but u nv come back and pei mi so sad.but lastly happy anniverasy love u sayang! LOL!

Demonicangels birthday LOL!

2008-09-17T13:13:00.000-07:00

wow the day was so long tat i cannot tahan sia. wan so many place with so many of my friends and bro. nearly kanna sia but in the end i sit in the car LOL! with adek talk with my friends at the car haha joker sia. LOL! hai i lazy write so much haha but i really have so much fun with than get to knw many friends in the end we wan to eat PRATA lol. can say that i everyday eating it. bedok oso eat other place oso so bored this are the pic that we take during the rounding lol.

chowz.

my 2nd wife. LOL

wow R1 sia this is johnny his friends.

hai i miss the PGM. so sad waiting for him out soon. =(

got 1 bro same as mi haha guess u all can see LOL

this is the last pic LOL will upload more to let u all see.

fucking shit!

2008-09-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

just got a fucking accident, fucking car don wanna hive way to me yet come bang me CCB! what the hell not even my fault lo! sian =( can say half of my body was hurt. thanks god my baby all my friends and my adek will there helping me cleaning my wounds pain like hell man! lolz nothing to say. == hope my wounds will not get bad to worse lolz.

2008-08-30T11:54:00.001-07:00

everytime is back to normal. at last. now just awake from a farking nightmare. wow nearly drop into the trap but my lovely wife save mi. thanks to her tat she wake mi up, till now i think am i fool.maybe i to stupid to let ppl use on mi. but i think now i'm not liao. haha. thanks to my lovely jazz. haha. baby thanks love you lots.
<3

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2008-08-10T18:56:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog so bored....nothing to do...happen alots of things now finding things to so liao... so sian.. stress going get kill soon...zzz...everyday do same things...whether is coming or not oso dono wat should i do now...nothing only sit here wait...but time goes is this the same hai...this i wat i love the song "The Loneliness" by babyfaces go listen and u will knw wat i feel liao...

times goes....................thats the end of it!!!!

SOT!

2008-08-02T14:03:00.000-07:00

hai....long time nv post liao. went to wei jie chalet at there do..................haha... oso sian. at there 3 days 2 night in the end wenty home sleep 2 days than come out. WOW... so long sia i sleep 1st time some more.. haha...in the end FIGHT with my baby....fark i dono wat the fark she doing...really... is she trying to hide something from mi or she is trying to make things.. i really. dono.. i dono wat is she thinking about....now she is drunk....let can shout at mi all tat....im her boyfriend sia...i don have the right to ask her where is she meh...FARK sia...she really wan to make mi do those things that i don wan to do meh....hai...i dono wat the fark she doing....i really very very SOT!!!! don make mi go crazy till i do those things tat i don wan to do!!!!

if there is something on it better becareful......
i will not care wat...i will get u....
and i only love her whoever wan it come try it!!!!!!!!!

no time for blog!!!

2008-07-27T12:34:00.001-07:00

sleep all the wat nothing to do don feel like bloging liao haha.. so bored.. haha.. now going to make my blog more nice liao put more pic let u all see haha.. so wait ok..

baby will be with you all the time ok..no matter wat now and forever!!!

FARKING SOT!!

2008-07-21T17:34:00.000-07:00

hai...today i don wan to say much liao...really tired, baby drink till so drunk...hai...i dono wat the hell is she doing outside all tat really. i feel like i not her BF liao.. dono wat to do now...god can help mi...hai....ALL IS MY FAULT!!!

today is 2years 5 months....

2008-07-20T15:00:00.000-07:00

today...is my big day with baby! 2 years 5 months liao. hai but i left with few days to go for holiday. so boring. long time nv blog very lazy dono why? but still the same lo. everyday at the same place hai. baby must promise mi ok...wait for mi come out than we work hard fight for our future ok.. and lastly HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to BABY!!!!hahaha...

LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!

TIRED!!

2008-07-18T15:23:00.000-07:00

boring....nothing to do last night go wei jie house sleep till 7 plus and baby was late to work.. than slack at xg till now so boring. i think tat im sick liao. so heaty hai..than later going to ah ma house to rest lo. BORING!

baby.... i really very tired sia. hai dono wat to do also. than later i go ah ma house also nothing to do sian. hai than sunday than can see u so boring hai. i think i sick liao dono why. very xin ku.T_T

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2008-07-16T16:10:00.000-07:00

today wake up liao...jon still sleep like pig sia...hahaha...than go inter....than slack go eat with ah liang.....than go xg...play dota with they alll....hahaha....more funny things is tat i and egg head "collin" we go mustafa.....haha walk and walk buy things.....than waiting for my baby come back find mi....hai later maybe going suntec...haha...with ah liang do the maple....haha...stop here liao...

to my baby....
baby i really love u lots sia....really....the feeling like i wan to kill u really,.....hahaha....baby i love you!!!!!!!!!baby must wait for mi come out ok...than must help mi update my blog too hahaha.....LOVE YOU!!!

im really very tired and sleepy....

2008-07-15T17:52:00.000-07:00

hai...i really very sleepy sia...work afternoon....than slack till now...msg my baby all tat...rest at here till now later dono where to go...think going to jon house...than afternoon need to come out buy somethings...hai i miss my baby so much!!!!nothing to do liao stop here haha....

baby!!!!haha i miss u so much sia...still must wait till thursday sia...hai...very long sia...baby....i really cannot afford to lose u sia really..wat we promise each other must do it ok......baby love u so much muackz!~

ANGRY!!!

2008-07-13T18:24:00.000-07:00

hai happen alot of things...i very sian...baby father really like fark...say till like tat think tat he really...big fark...1 day he will knw tat his think is wrong liao...now i going in soon..when i come out i and jazz will work VERY HARD for our future....CONFIRM!!!!because of his farking words....eee.....i going to move out with baby liao...for the time bring...i wait for my dead end liao than i will be gone for HOLIDAY!!!...haha....

baby....wat we say liao...we will make it ok...we promise to work hard...even how hard i will WORK VERY HARD ok....because of our future...and i don wan to let PAPA look dwn on mi...okok...baby when i inside u better don anyhow ok...i trust u but u have to auto abit...hai...i really don feel like going in wan...really...hai...not because of wat...is because of u...understand ma...hai...baby i loev u with all my heart....

sleepy,tired and happy...

2008-07-11T12:45:00.000-07:00

today when home at 7 plus...with my laopo...than at home do nothing talk about our problem...hai...i understand how she feels....wat she do to mi...i also will forgive and for get...just tat no more next time...than rest awhile till 1 plus go to work.... till now...hai so tired sia...than baby buy for mi hp....haha...hai....i feel so disappointed in mi sia...hai....and i promise her liao...this is the last chances liao...and later still must go papa house sia...zzz....hai so tired....stop here liao...

to my beloved baby...baby wat we say just now we make a promise ok....i dono why papa so angry with mi hai...and than if really papa think tat way...i will make him think other way...ok...baby promise u liao...so i left with few days with u liao...hai...but come out still like a man...work part time jobs...earn money....we go stay outside..like wat u tell mi...right....baby thanks for the handphone...baby promise to make a future with u now and forever ok....baby I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....with all my heart....hope wat happen last time will not happen again ok...promise mi ok....love u baby....muackz

raining day.....SIAN

2008-07-10T15:08:00.000-07:00

so boring...no place to go now...hai...my life...really very suxs now...at xg all the way...doing nothing..saw bitch*silver and her sister star at xg with ah hua...haha...than after tat i with wei jie they all playing dota...using the new hero.......hai...sian something is in my head, in my mind, in heart....dono wat is it...fark i don like the feeling sia...really...hai...later going home than come out again...fark man....hai boring day~!!!

to my baby....
wat can i make u happy or wat u wan...can u just tell mi...even the things happen liao...i also cannot say anything liao...u knw how hurt.....hai....wat i wan now i also dono...really..i feel like going to end it...really...maybe u think tat i was joking...but i mean it...everytime u tell mi tat a person wan to end his or her life is not easy...but u don really knw wat is the feeling on mi...hai...u would understand...if i not around u must take good care...really...i not joking...if i don have a road to walk i will end....i really miss u and love u badly.....

nothing but sad...

2008-07-09T11:42:00.000-07:00

hai...today...come dwn than wanted to go to silver birthday than end up dono why....don feel like going but i at xg waiting for jon come back...than slack at here all the with collin they all talk cocks say about they at silver birthday.....wat things happen haha....
to my BITCH!!
sorry did not turn up to yr birthday haha...i abit sot sot...nowadays dono why...hope u enjoy yrself ok....haha cheer up...and wish tat u will grow pretty....haha...take care...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to my baby...hai..all along wat u say i got listen...u dono how hurt is it...because u dono how i feel now...nvm...i can see that u really..enjoy yrself now...baby...i miss u badly....really...

....boring...

2008-07-09T05:18:00.000-07:00

nothing to do....nothing to write u see my tag box and u will knw why i will like tat liao....dono wat to write oso...last night play dota...see than morning went back...6 plus...very tired...stop here...

i dono u are u doing these for mi or doing these make us broke off..i dono...i dono wat i thinking now...and since u say tat this is good for mi than i hope so ba...i dono why i love u so much...but u cant have the feeling with mi too...dono why....hai i got nothing to say liao...
i miss u badly...

sleep whole day...

2008-07-07T18:36:00.001-07:00

haha...morning meet wei jie...than we play dota...and we end game at 27 mins....mega creap...lolz....so fast sia...than i wan back change and pei qing yi go cut hair at wei jie mother shop...than slack at there till i fall asleep...when wei jie house.....sleep till now i wait up...lolz...haha...dono wat to do now...think going out later eat breakfast haha..very hungry...stop here liao...

hai....everyday like tat...dono wat the hell u doing all that...i think i no longrt in yr heart anymore....hai...since is like tat...i dono wat to do now....u can enjoy yrself...no one can contral u now...maybe some guys are better than mi ba...can give u happiness than i can...hai

feeling sleepy...and tired...

2008-07-06T13:06:00.000-07:00

hai....everyday do the same things oso sian...hai...wan to go out...no place to go like tat...hai...feel tat my life like so empty now...like no longer last time mi liao...last night...don have any mood to it oso...dono why like tat...3 days eat 1 meal...power right...hai....just night go back ah ma house...because wanted to get a phone....from my aunt....but she really farking sellfish...fark sia...hai...just go there bath and come out meet collin at XG....till now sian.....hai...nothing to say liao...

hai baby ar...baby wat can i do to make u happy....hai..i really dono wat to do really...i trying my best now...but i can see u tat u treat mi just like a passby....hai...i really feel uneasy sia...hai...hope everyday u will come back and talk to mi all tat...hai...i miss you badly..

hai boring and sick

2008-07-05T16:58:00.000-07:00

last 2 days making my blod till like hell don feel like blog...than keep think and think....hai...today still do the same thins everyday goes like tat...i really bored of this kinda of life anymore.....really...hai going to stop now...sleeply...

baby....i really miss u so much sia...i just got my gst money wor...than i put inside yr bank 100 dollars ok...i wanted to buy for u somethings than i ask around no one can find that things...hai...baby will u give the chamces....hai...i miss u badly..........

I LOVE YOU!!!!

raining day...

2008-07-03T14:54:00.000-07:00

today...very sian...go home and saw somethings is not right..hai...i really sad sia...than went out go to jon house and slack.....than joey come back call mi haha...go see doctor sia...haha...but in the end cannot get mc nust go back camp...haha...than we watch the DVD..that i bring...THE TATTOOIST...haha...very nice show sia..haha...than joey go back camp with his dad...and i...candy and jon went to inter...sian...but...more and more busy...godfather got some problem and i wan over and see wat happen...but in the end nothing happen...than want to take some things for ppl..and come back play dota AGAIN....sian...than later i going to cut my hair haha...dono wat to cut sia...i think i cut like i go army tat kind of hair ba...haha...and is a raining day today sia..hai....sian.....stop here liao....

baby...hai ireally dono wat to say..i knw tat u morning come back home and take clothes right....why u don dare to see mi...hai...or ppl send u home so tat u don wan to let mi knw...hai baby i really hope tat u will be by myside...i knw tat u wan mi to be good...i can promise u...i will do nicenice i already nv touch those things liao...even wei jie ask mi to i also say don wan...really...i not the baby liao...
hai,,,baby i miss u so much come back soon ok..
good night...
muackz

sick and tired...think to much...

2008-07-02T15:23:00.000-07:00

hai...today wake up at 7 plus...becuase to tired liao..than want to xg meet jon they all...slack and call my aunt...wat a news....my aunt found a phone...i ask her to lend...and she very sellfish..don wanna lend mi hai...sian than play dota with nick they all...and we wan dwn talk about our past things...hai...jon says his past things till very emo hai...than mi..dono wat to say...i think i stop here liao...

hai...wat can i make u to trust mi again...wat i promise u i do it liao..and now i really alone sia..dono when u coming back allmsg u all tat don wanna reply mi at all...just like how u treat sam...hai..if tat is the thing...than why u still like tat...don u knw tat is hurt and yet u can enjoy yourself hai...u knw how everyday i think about u ma...hai...went home in the morning hope tat will see u...all tat...hai....sleep on the bath think and think...cry oso no ppl knws...hai...u knw is very tired ma...wat i hope for is and last chances for mi...all bedok ppl knw how i do these few days..even they got things ask mi whether i wan or not i say NO...u knw ma u dono right,,,hai,,,i dono wat to do really,...hai...
all i can is i really love u lots...
good nights

to jon*don think to much..

not feeling well...

2008-07-01T14:06:00.000-07:00

sian....today meet collin at xg all the way...till now...than having some fever...than bad cough...dono why think nv drink lots of water ba...so xin ku...than oso cannot eat much things...got a good thing is...xiong buy for mi and wei jie mac....hahaha....than later on nick buy for mi the 3 leg water....tell mi to drink will recover more fast....haha...*nick thank you ok...*haha....think i going home soon because tired liao...than still must hang the clothes and watch my show...*THE TATTOOIST*....hahaha going to stop here liao....CHOWZ

hai...no one care about mi anymore...not like last time liao...hai...
no one knws how much i love u...only u knw...hai...i tired liao...
sick till very jialat...hai....

BORING DAY!!!

2008-06-30T15:56:00.000-07:00

today wake up at 5 plus....because go meet the egghead *collin*haha...with 1 of my friends than later went dwn to xg again....hai so boring...from 8 plus till now...LOLZ....hai...dono why i look so moody...and i got a new job...haha...today going for interview...with collin and pinky....work as PEST CONTROL....hahah...dono at wat time....till now haven sleep yet....missing her....hai...dono where is she now...hai...later going back home....help my bini wash clothes than come out again...maybe coming out...but still dono yet.....hai...going to stop here.....no mood to write liao...hai....

to mydearest laopo...hai...now adays i dono wat i doing....dono whether u will miss mi all tat...hai....when i reach home keep thinking
of you...i dono wat to do....but i promise myself not to take those things anymore....i knw is very hard to believe...but i can say LOUD
because of u...i willing to change....because i don wan to waste 2 years 4 months....relationship...hai...baby....i love you lots....really
i can say out loud tat...no one can love you as much as i do....hai...i think u sleeping now ba...baby good night...misses*muackz....

T_T

2nd posting lolz!!!

2008-06-29T17:32:00.000-07:00

just now woke up and went to east point...go there meet jon and joey and candy...than we wan to buy stud....but jon very stupid because buy till 2 stud dono why....hahahaha....because 1st one he make the stud bengkok...than and other wan is to small...LOLZ...than we went to long JON SILVER....lolz...so we eat there and talk some cock.......hahaha...after tat we head back to bedok...find wei jie because last night is wei jie work....slack at there talk lots of cock...i promise myself not to take DRUGS.....because i promise my baby.....lots of things but i nv do at all....and now i show her tat i will change and win back her heart.....baby must wait for mi ok.... just now get a call from some1....i was so happy tat...i dono wat to say....she ask mi help her to wash her clothes all....and ask mi about psp things because she wanted to play a game call *loco roco*....but wei jie nv dwnload because very long...but i ask him to do so liao...hai...dono wat to say liao....think stop here liao....

baby....wat i promise now....i will do let u see i promise....i will not be like last time anymore ok...
i went in liao...i will change a better person...will not be like now....i promise....
i miss you badly....and love u so much.....
good night baby!!!!MUACKZ....

this is my 1st blog!!!

2008-06-28T13:37:00.000-07:00

lolz...dono wat to say...haha...but i got many things to say about my life hai....today got went many place...wan to suntec...because we have some event over there...8 pm...wow so long lo...than i don get to sleep oso...hai...min while....wei jie and mei come suntec find us...pei us till the event over and we went over to bugis for dinner....because is mei birthday...hai...but i don get to see my love 1.....i really very sad...really dono wat to do....after tat...all went to watch movie i came back to xg find larry....hai...later oso dono can sleep ma...im STRESS!!!!fark sia....baby would u just give mi the chances....hai...i really love u lots....i think i gtg stop here liao...hai....

*to my dears baby*
no matter wat...i will change...i will be a man...i promise
just need u to believe in mi....baby im sorry.....